It is March and the heavy, wet smell of mud permeates our world here in upstate New York. My shoes get sucked down and make squish-squish sounds when I go to fill the bird feeders in the yard using up the last of the seed before spring takes full hold. I let the giant German Shepherd out and on his return he leaves giant paw prints on the tile floor of my kitchen. I sigh. Mud Season.
I crate the dog, and, as dawn lightens the sky, I put on my muck boots and head off to the greenhouse once again. I look at the car and the truck side by side and jump in the car. Silly me.
I arrive later than the rest of the team and we shout and hug our hellos as I meander to the barn to find boss man and get my assignment. "Where do you want me to start?" I ask . " Time to Tidy" he says referring to my post that I tidy the first hour of each day. I laugh. I am still riding the high of yesterday's successful sort and pitch, purge and organize tasks so I smile and head off into the "office/lounge".
I go through the mixing room where a coworker is working at the dirt station. " Only God Can Make Dirt." That is what we say to one another when we run out of "dirt" to fill flats to plant flowers and vegetables and herbs. Mixing the God-made stuff with compost is a task that only the trained and experienced (and strong) are allowed to do. It is a noisy endeavor as, first, the two story monster machine churns it out upstairs and drops it into a huge funnel that channels it into a shoot downstairs. The person filling opens the shoot and the now mixed dirt is guided into containers of different sizes and shapes. It flows at such a rapid speed and volume that he or she must be quick with the controls or they will find themselves buried in the rich, fragrant mixture. Sean is attentive to his task, with ear buds in, and doesn't notice me as I slip into the back room to do mine.
Now, as I said, I LOVE to tidy. Love to bring order from chaos. Love to dig in the dirt that only God can make, but- that isn't the dirt I am digging in today. Today my time will be spent getting rid of dirt not making or mixing it. I will wipe and wash away the dirt of neglect, the dirt that creeps up on all of us, the dirt that gathers under our refrigerators and behind our radiators. It is a dirtier kind of dirt; all of us have it- some of us more than others. At my house I have more than most and so I remind myself that dirt is dirt and there is joy in moving each kind, just a different kind of joy. I don a pair of gloves and begin this task as enthusiastically as yesterday's but not expecting as big a return for my efforts.
4 hours later I am once again delighted. Again, there is order where there was chaos and light seeps in. Again, there is a truck load of debris though this time no truck and no time to go get it. Disposal can wait for another day.
In the mixing room there is a mountain of dirt that has been moved. It has been evenly funneled into trays of four packs, quarts, half gallons and gallons perfectly stacked and ready for the sowers to sow.
I jump back in the car and head home. The mud season will last a bit longer, my own household dirt awaits, the new steam mop will get a paw print work out but tomorrow I get to come back to the greenhouse and dig in the dirt. Which dirt? Who knows. Stay tuned.